your light will shine when all else fades
Monday, January 26, 2004 @ 9:01 PM
hey peeps.. very long never update alreaaady...
yeah .. this few days not feeling too well..
many things have been troubling me.. i dunno wat
to do abt them to ... its quite sickening too...
hai i wish all these wouuld go away .. all the problems
.. and let my life be back to last time.. those wonderful times
.. but i know my life can never go back to then ..
its just not possible... hai... i feel like i'm in my dream ....
sickening
Tuesday, January 20, 2004 @ 8:19 PM
hey peeps... ahven updated in a long while ..
yeah .. well chinese new year just round the corner
.. ahha yeah ... today went town .. haha went with nat
.. lily and zul .. hahaa then yeah after that they left ..
then left zul and i .. so funny .. kkk ....ahahha
but yeah so fun... thne try to take picture lah ..
made him erase all ... ahahah .. yeah later met up with ray
.. talked for a while .. yeah then went home ...
ahahha dont feel like writing very long .... yeah
.... k tomorrow going town again .. ahahha funnest...
Wednesday, January 14, 2004 @ 8:19 PM
hey peeps ... its been awhile since i have updated
.. well alls not going well. i hate everything ...
cant understand anything ... not maths not physic
... nothing .. everytime feel like so shitty
like wanna cry but cannot ... fuck ...yeah
yesterday was the first time i cried myself
to sleep after so long ...while i was on the
phone i already felt like crying ... but i dunno
why didnt .. then when i put down .. then all came out
.. i juz kept crying .. i knew it was partly of school and
partly because of someone ... it feels so different now
...maybeits because of busyness and all .. but its not
the same .. the feelings different ... maybe i'm not the
one he loves anymore.
fucked up
Wednesday, January 07, 2004 @ 8:16 PM
hey peeps .. so tired today .. homework: ss cover page, chem coverpage , stupid chinese newspaper shit, a maths , e maths .... hai wa tthe hell ... so freakin tired today ... dunno why .. went tiong with mel, pei and lily after school ate a long johns then went home.. yeah took the train with pei and rachel .. hahaha yeah .. today at busstop got so many students .. so funny .. so crowded .. yeah ... flooded with ac people .. dunno for wat ... yeah .. then all look the same .. spike hair .. tan tan one ... thats all... ahahha ... yeah then saw one sec one boy look like mel's wellies .. ahahh almost the same just shorter and fairer .... ahhaah really .. so funny ..... yeah .. then just finally finished my homework ... hai ... tomorrow end school at 12.45 ... so fun ... but a bit weird lah.. but i guess i should not complain ... yeah .... ok thats all .. got to go ... bye
Tuesday, January 06, 2004 @ 8:12 PM
hey guys .. haven been updating man .. hahaha so yeah shall do it now .. these few days the start of school .... quite a number of subs man .. yeah got a few horrid teachers.. well ok they are not horrid .. but yeah i'm just not a big fan of them ...
Form ---- Shankar
English---Shankar
Maths(both)---Charoo
Chinese ---Lee Ting Ting
SS----Kwong
Geog--- Mrs Low
Chem-- Mr Yeo woel der
Physics ---Mrs Agatha Tan
Bio---Karen Leong
Cme ---Lpp
yeah today had sphere meeting .. it was hilraous .. shanehneh really ah .. make everyone laugh can .. she like damn blur like that .. ahahaha .. yeah mdm mas also damn nice .. yeah this year's goanna be a busy year .. just hope i wont fail anything .. but probably am lah .. so yeah .. yah gtg lots of things to do .. byesssss