Monday, June 28, 2004 @ 6:53 PM

@ 6:09 PM

Today- School offically reopens!!! yes had no trouble waking up this morning. it was amazing. yeah in fact i was awake before my alarm rang. yes walked into school today . met jess on the way up. yes jadey has like a new hair style. leon has a new bag. quite a number of new things. not to mention the new appointment of staff. the many new teachers . Emily Koh is back . like so totally. Ms Loke's back too. Edgar Seow. and yeah. yes and Sam Sng is our new DM. thats like quite freaky. Oh i have to mention this for leon. Dolly Tan is the new HOD of humans. haha leon is like so happy right?. ahah yeah Ms martins the VP. yeah today they had his check for hair. So many girls were caught . like so many. some even had red hair. like how in the world did they even dare to come to school. yes then first lesson Yeo Woel Ter . He is so loud and he still uses that microphone. and its so irritating. ahaha then yeah after chem everybody quickly walked up to class guess why? Lee Ting Ting's lesson . haha yes and she came in a crapped about some sec 4 shit. as usual no one was listening . ahah yeah then rah, jadey , leon and i strolled down for physics. and Agatha Tan was late. haha yes she went throught temperature. i was not paying any attention. neither was like th whole class ahah. yes i ended up like writing *** 's name on my textbook. i didnt even realize it till like class was over and i looked at my book. yes had 3 periods of Charoo oday .. ahha it was quite fun cause like everyone joined tables and yeah my row had like 9 tables. super fun . yes cme was the worst . had some sex, life, love and nuptial shit talk. by like Andrew Kong. i've seen him like 5 times. oh dear the whole level was practically falling asleep . it was so boring.!! yes then ahah went to com lab to do my sarawak thing. with sexy they all. yes sexy kept complaining about how she looked in the pictures. ahah yes .. too bad sexy we cannot change the pictures.ahah yes but we couldnt save it casue like the file was bloody big. so yeah . left it in the com . yes we ended like 3 plus.then yeah sexy and i walked to the canteen to buy some seaweed chicken . ahha talked about "garfield" and yeah ahah and how cheesy couples can get. yes liek talked aboutt he happeneings in her class and mine. ahah yeah waited for ehr mother to come . wasnt i nice sexy . ahah wairted with zenn too . yes on my way home i received like shocking news. i was quite shocked. and trust me i tried to be as tackful as i could already . i'm sorry if i hurt your feeelings yeah? Forgive me. but i was just too shock to say anything . ahah yeah School tomorrow again.

Sunday: well woke up early morning. hahaha watched 7th Heaven. It's like the best show ever.Hmmm yeah simon was like looking for a school and Chandler was liek dating women from his church yeah and the women think he's like depressed or something so they let date him . Peter that sweet kid allowed some like huge kid to beat him up if he stopped like talkin about Simon . I mean how sweet is that ..oh wells then yeah went to church . went for mass. ahha sat with Kristel. ahha it was so funny. we kept laughing and laughing. and yes! we went to close the sun shades of church. the thing the keeps the sun out ? yeah casue alfred saw us staring at it. and how amazed by how it worked. so he asked us if we wanna close it . and kristel and i just could not refuse that offer and we ran in and wind that thing. it was fun.. ahha yes then tuition. major disaster. Alex gave us like A math and Chem test. oh my. Chem was so hard. it was undoable. and yeah A math was not any better. i'm like so going to fail the tests and yes alex is sure to come and hit my head again.yeah then went for dinner with nanny and pappy and uncles .. yeah it was quite all right.. then came home and slept. Schools starting..

Saturday, June 26, 2004 @ 4:20 PM

Decision.

i've made up my mind. Thank you my darlings for helping me. after speaking to you. i realize i cannot be selfish. i've decided to be like my darlings. i'm goanna keep my distance from ***.. i dont know whether its the correct thing to do. but yeah .. it scares me the way that girl has felt and i just sat there and watched her and did nothing. i know i'm going to miss ***.. but yeah its for the best. ok i just said that to console myself .. ahah allright. i'm not sure whether i should be happy. i mean i'm happy for her now. i guess she'll be happy. i should be happy right.. i mean for her. but yeah i'm going to lose my best friend, ok i'm getting more and more confused. ok i think i should stop thinking and yeah let it be.. ahah before i like complicate things further . yeah

To darling: her sweetie , thanks for talking things out with me.. i decided to be generous too .. ahaha charity .. yes totally. i hope i did the right thing. i really do. oh wells we can be 2 sad people yeah .. ahah lovely. thanks lots .. muackzz

To ***: well i'm sorry i had to do this. but everytime i read her blog and i see so much pain in her . it just makes me wonder. i dunno but i feel very guilty . well you're still my friend yeah .. take care. love you. all the best to you and her.

To zelly belly: your new nick is damn weird by the way . anyway thanks for your support .. i love you .

To mr looker: i know in no way will you ever see this . ahah but yeah i will still like to express my thanks . you're very sweet . i love you lots. thanks for supoorting me too.

Friday, June 25, 2004 @ 6:45 PM

Specially for my darling

hey babe.you know when i saw you i was so shocked.Never in this world did i imagine you in such a state. i mean you were always this cheerful, singing, smiling, dancing girl i knew.Its been a month since i last saw you and you changed so much. Why did you become like this? It was so hurtful to see you like this. i know you are hurting too. you've put so much into the relationship and yes it just end like that. Though you didnt say it.. i knew you were very upset. you're like just hanging on. why didnt you talk it out?Why didnt you look for me?.you know i will always be there for you.Why di you turn back to smoking? While i was talking to you. Cigarettes after cigaretttes . Why . i thought you had stopped?. I know the only reason you stopped its because of Dave. But yeah no everything is over dont go back to it. its harmful.and please dont cut yourself.i know its tempting. with the knife on the table in front of you . and you so upset. the knife jsut seems liek the only source of comfort. please dont. imagine the scars left behind. it'll be ugly. and how abt your parents you'll be like spending most of your time having to hide it from them.its not worth it dear. its not. You did the right thing. its not your fault.Dave's hurting too . definetely but yeah you did the right thing by giving him up. You couldnt handle the pressure. all your friends know him . your close friends have a thing for him. and its so much pressure to be with him. and because of this your close friends drift away . i know wat its like. sha likes him. but he was with you. and you feel so gulity abt it. sha loved him lots. but he loved you. and sha couldnt take it and she went to do silly things to herself. cause she hurt so much . you just couldnt take it to see ehr so hurt. you gave him up. it was so you dear.. it was . i'm sure dave knows itsnot because you had someone else. its becasue of sha. you did it for sha. so she would be happy again. but you didnt realize by doin that you made 2 other people hurt more. dear you did the right thing. it was killing you .but you did it anyway. you're the nicest person i ever seen. i should try to be more like you. generous. you let sha have dave. you scarifice to make sha happy again. to bring back that friendship. you're my darling.. but please stop smoking and cutting . please. i love you always. come to me k ?.

@ 6:32 PM

today .. went to town again!!!1 haha yeah .. so towner... oh wells. anyway went town with lumpy today . yes . went shopping.haha yes she wanted to buy some nice looking slippers but yeah we couldnt find one that was nice . so she decided to stick to her original choice.yes so we went up tot he music shop to look for piano scores. but yeah ahaha we got bored. headed down to far east. walked for a while .. wanted to eat something nice. but like not fast food.. so yeah went to scotts food court.. ahah yeah she had some western food thing. pasta and steak . oh dear .the pasta looked so freaky . as in seriously beyond consumption . there was this olive taste on it. like as if the cook used like a pail of olive oil to cook it. eeewwww. so sick . yeah then we went off .. stoped at body shop to look for perfume and lipgloss. lumpy bought this really nice lipgloss not bad. nice color. on the shimmery side thoguh . but yeah its still nice. oh yeah when i was on my way to town in like 106. some secondary school was having amazing race and like yeah they were given clues and were suppose to find a place. then yeah they didnt know wat the bloddy clue was trying to tell them and so they asked me .. and man were they really mentally challenged . i mean its quite easy.. like the clue was," Go to the shopping centre that is shaped like the Buddha's palm ". like duh its suntec ... so totally . so they came and ask me . and i was like "Suntec?" and they were like" really? should have asked girl lah. always go shopping sure know one" . gosh were they challenged . ahah yeah when i was a t the bus stp on my way home. man did i get the shock of my life. i saw my friend and my has she changed. she is nmott he person i know anymore. she has lost so much weight . too much .. she llooks so tired. and down . and upset . and the scars. oh dear .those were terrible. i mean its only a month since i last saw her . and yes. i felt so terrible . She looked as if she was going to shatter any moment. hai.. it was so saddenning . k gtg.. byes

Thursday, June 24, 2004 @ 5:44 PM

haha got this in my email from johnnyboy .. hahah decided to do it..

[In The Last 48 Hours, Have You]
01. Cried: no
02. Bought something: does food count?. tako poachi.strawberry iccy
03. Gotten sick: yeah headache?haha joking no
04. Sang: yeah my favourite song
05. Eaten: yeah duh.. macs
06. Been kissed: nope . my darlings are away
07. Felt stupid: yeah all the time
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: yeah.
09. Met someone new: yeah made new friends
10. Moved on: haha thinking
11. Talk to an ex: yeah
12. Missed an ex: haha
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: no
14. Had a serious talk: yes
15. Missed someone: yes.
16. Hugged someone: YES. my loveliess
17. Fought with your parents: nope.peace loving people
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: if i cant have that person means i cant. theres no use dreaming.

[Social Life]
01. Best girl friend: my besties!! Roseann!!1
02. Best guy friend: can i have 2? Mr cow and moomoo.ahah
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: confidential
04. If yes, current dating partner: confidential
05. Hobbies: The 3 s... ( stoning,shopping,sleeping)
06. Pager: -
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: both
08. What type automobile do you drive: not old enough yet
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: BMW. or posche
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: friends
11. Where is the best hangout: beach. town.
12. Do you have a job: yes Head of stoning and making noise
13. Do you attend church:of course. St berns
14. Do you like being around people: definitely. more the merrier

[Personal]
01. Who is your role model: my sis i guess?
02. What are some of your pet peeves:dont really have any
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: nope i know my limits
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: maybe
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: some with intelligence, humor, and patience
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s):yeah at first but the truth always gets told later on
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: no.
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped: oh man. dumped then
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship defintely
10. Want someone you don't have right now: no
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yeah
12. Do you want to get married: yes . its a must
13. Do you want kids: 2. boy: christopher michael - zhen wei. girl: cristel michelle- yishan
14. Do you believe in psychics: yes. Mr cow. moomoo also
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: isnt it a bit to soon. nope
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: nothing
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being:i dont know
18. Are you happy with you: yes!!
19. Are you happy with your life: yeah i'm quite happy. satisfied
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: mr cow . Hurry Back . mr looker and i are waiting for the old you to be back.

@ 3:38 PM

hey .. yesterday went rah's house... ahaha yeah then went to collect my jeans from centrepoint .. ahah yea .. then we both felt like eating ice cream.. so we went to heeren.. but like there were so little flavours so we decided to go taka and buy tako poachi.. yes then went to drink the strwberry thing .. rah said it tasted yucky .. but actually i thought it was quite all right .. ahahaoh wells dunno her.. then yeah saw mark .. then we walked all the way back .. talked abt lots of stuff too .. ahaha yes.. always.. then yeah mel came .. watched like tv.. channel hop .. ahha then dominic was like rushign for the hone... so ecited and anxious over the phone .. dunno who he's waiting for .. refused to tell me ... .. must be a girlhaha oh wells.. yes then dominic had tuition with maple .. yeah we so wanted alex and her to meet .. but yeah ... too late.. then alex went on to teach some shit abt somethign .. which i totally didnt catch cause i wasnt feeling too well .. oh gosh .. and my temper was really short.. i wanted to blow up and go home .. but no .. and it didnt help he kept laughing at the silly things i did... i was so pek chek ..i tore my paper ...haha oh wells .. tution is like on sunday .. wat the helll ... tests tests and more tests.. like comeon .. give me a break .. oh wells moomoo is coming back soon fromcamp .. got a message for him from mr looker .. hahaha .. yeah ... k gtg... byess

Wednesday, June 23, 2004 @ 12:34 PM

updates . updates..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANJANA(TARZAN).. JEAN( JEANIE BABY).. YANG YAN ..
-- haapy birthday kidos.. ahaha todays your birthday mans.. enjoy the day .. love you always..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CLARA .
-- hey babes. this is like a late happy birthday message yah .. hahaa happy sweet 16!!!! i love you always .!!!

haha oh wells .. yesterday went to beepsy's house to do scanning .. lots of scanning .... haha was there like for ages .. yeah and her baby sister is so cute.. ahha she's so guai ... everything beepsy asks her to say she will say ... ahhaa . yeah and she looks exactly like beepsy .. ahahhayeah then she keptt alking to her self .. ahaha oh wells little kids eh .. ahah yes then it was really funny.. it was time for veve's bath .. so she said she'll see me back in 2 mins .. ahhaha then yes 2 mins later i said " Veve!!1 veve!!" and she came running to me and she said" i havent bathe yet !!!!" haha then i was like " but your 2 mins is over " then she just kept quiet .. haha then 10 mins later i called again," Veve!!!Veve!!".. ahhaa this time she shouted from the toilet ," i havent bathe yet !!! " finally i called her for the last time 15 mins later ,"Veve!!Veve!!" then she was just outside the door and she said" dont come out yet i haven wear my clothes ..." ahaha but she's really funny. and cute .. yes then i came home .. watched tv.. small ville.. lex .. my husband.. ahahahhaa .yes .. haha then eyah watched a little of pushing tin .. its quite boring . so channel hop throughout the whole night .before i fell asleep .. ahha yeah... moomoo is still away at camp .. poor dear .. cannot message mr looker .. ahhaa yeah .. moomoo just came back from camp then go for another camp .. poor thing .. it ok . ahhaaa yes todays theres tuition .. so shit mans... i hate alex ..!!!1 i hate alex!!!!1 i shall go on strike !! .. yeah thats what i should do ... lets be sick and go on strike .. ahaha k gtg ... byess..

Monday, June 21, 2004 @ 12:43 PM

to dearest shaleen .. who got so badly scarred during her match yesterday .. dont worry babes .. the doctor will be super gentle yeah .. no scar one ... you'll still be a babe .. or even more ... sexy model yeah .. ahahaa take cares lady..

@ 12:13 PM

heyhey .. i'm back !!! hahaha haha well to ruby .. happy birthday .. ahaha .. to wellies too .. oh wells.. yeah saturday went to meet my mum in town ... then yeah .. went to watch The Best Bet.. ahaha its quite funny.. though everything is in hokkien .. so like you've got to understand the dialect then you'll get the full effect of the show .. cause like just reading the sub titles are not enough.. yeah .. mark lee did quite a good job .. ahaha yeahthen yeah as usual went to walk around ... went to spotlight wanted to buy curtains .. aahah but all were like so ugly ... ahha . yeah then came sunday !!!!early morning went to my grandmama's house .. bought breakfast for them . and my grandma gave us like so many dumplings.. ahha we're so never going to finish them .. ahaha yeah then headed for mass... alfred , thomas and kristel . came to sit with me .. and derek too .. at first it was only thomas and alfred .. then kristel came along .. then ya derek .. derek kept skaking his legs.. and kristel and i kept telling him it was bad luck and yeah all your money will disappear.. ahha yeah .. then went for communion ... me being a kind soul . let the other people go first... then like thomas got so pek chek with me .. ahaha wat to do .... so kind .. ahha yeah ... then kristel had like a running nose .. then she brought a whole tissue box with her to church ... it was the funniest .. ahaha ... yeah then came home ..had tuition ..... i'm so going to die .. i cant remember a single shit about what alex taught us ... some binomial .. some functions.. redox... all look the same to me .. and hell ya he wants to give rah . mel and i a test on sunday .. i mean 3 tests.. physics.. chem .. and a math... dieded ... ahah i'm so goign to fail .. ok .. i shall fail .. to alex: if u ever read this . this is like my sincere apology if i fail your tests k .. so please do not kill me .. k .. thanks . you're the kindest . show mercy ... k yeah then after that i watch like my rerun of 7th Heaven .. MARY'S PREGNANT!!!! oh yeah and she hasnt told her parents . ahah Simon's back .. and yeah lucy is still fine with kevin ..oh yeah roxanne broke of with chandler ... oh yeah the other way rund .. thats like so sad.. ahha i always thought they would last like really ong .. ahah yeah .. ruthy is still with that peterboy .. still good man .. ahhaha yeah actually today was suppose to go to school to take some books .. but yeah laziness .... wat can i say .. ahaha so yeah .. i seriously very hungry .. ahvent eaten anything since i wokeup .. ahahaa . today all my sweetpeas went for camp .. my husband went for camp .. moomoo also went for camp .. 1 week !!1 ARGH!!!!! all right its ok .. i still have others .. ahahaa yeah gtg ... byessss.. lovey

Thursday, June 17, 2004 @ 1:25 PM

haha last few days i've been out alot.. been very busy .. haha not really but yeah .. went bowling on tuesday .. ahaha yes bowled like for 2 hours... and my scores were like bloody low.. ahah yes .. so beep and i forced everyone to use bumper .. ahaha it was so embarrassing.. suan's friends.. marcus and nigel.. were so embarrassed too .. ahah .. all was well .. no more gutter balls. until suan had to go and row her ball before the thing was up and she jammed the whole lane .. ahah and it shut down .. ahaha . eyah then no more bumper and we went back to 0 0 0 and more zeros.. ahaha , yeah then suan and the rest went to watch movie and beep and i went to eat.. tako poachi .. ahahah. so cool then yeah ice cream .. so happy .. yeah .. now suan is like making fun of me.. cause like marcus has expressed an interest for me .. but yeah .. its abit impossible .. cause like i barely spoke to him .. i barely had anything to do with him .. and guess what his answer was... " its just a feeling u know .. when u see someone .. u dont necesarrily have to talk to that person but yeah you just feel a connection ".. wat crap ... come on .. i didnt feel a connection at all .. like at all .. then he was really sweet and naive and young ... he said" i dunno where we would go from now .. but yeah i hope ya we get together." its like sweet pea .. i barely know you .. dont u think you are going to fast... and yeah you are 14 .. i'm 15
like hello .. i'm like the old woman here... i dont ususally like younger guys .. like seriously ... u dont mind .. but i do ... like yes .. i do alot .. yeah ...so ya . i mean you are sweet and all .. but you are younger.. and yes lei it goes for you too ... stop irritating me ...i know lei will read this no matter how .. so i'm going to tell you here .. to stop it.. stop calling its annoying .. and yes you are younger 14 .. i'm 15.. get that into your head.. i dont like younger guys .. not matter how handsome of shuai u are.. all right ... so like stop calling .. i havent had a good nights sleep casue you keep ringing .. i would love to be your sis .. and that only ok ?..... well that be all right .. ahahah i feel so evil ... but well i have to be evil ... ahah yeah just uploaded my family photos .. there's godpa. god ma.. bryan . nanny pappy.. lots.. ahaha . yeah .. gtg .. bye

@ 1:11 PM

I've thought alot today. I read her blog. A blog i rarely go too. i read through all the entries.She seems so hurt.She misses him so much . when i was reading her blog. the only thing that went through my mind was that she really loved him .. she really loved him .and what a bitch i was . and wat a bitch i was. i sat down and thought about everything. the past year. the past 6 months. everything came back . all the things i wanted to keep out of my life. as i thought i realise too . i miss him. i miss him* too.. now when i think of it. i cant help but think i was so evil. selfish . last year. wasted so many peoples time. him* most specially. and casue a whole load of people to be sad. most specially her. i was so selfish of me . i should have let her have him. then she would not have been in so much pain. i'm so sorry .

to her: if you know i'm refering to you. i'm so sorry . i dunno wat to say but apologize. i always knew you fancied him. but i didnt bother. i didnt respond quick enough . i wasnt alert. i should ahve stopped things when i could . but i couldnt .cause i was selfish . i should have taken so much time of yours and his.you are meant for him . you 2 go together very well .please forgive me.

to him*: i know alot has happened. and everytime is not the same anymore. but after that time. it couldnt already. i hope you understand.i know lots of time has been wasted .. i'm sorry . i know saying this is too late .. but yeah ..

Friday, June 11, 2004 @ 3:51 PM

Which HP Kid Are You?

@ 3:04 PM

hey world!!! today i decided to stay home be good for a day since like i've been out practically everyday the past 2 weeks since i came back . ahaha yeah monday i went shopping with wei and rah .walked like everywhere .. ahah yeah .. then wednesday went to school and met rah and jo after that to watch harry .. and yeah it was raining and jo was like complaining how filthy the rain water was . and rah kept like telling ehr to shut up.. it was quite funny then yeah in the end jo took out her umbrella casue she didnt want to get wet.. and yeah i was omplaining i wanted to eat cookies.. i was whining and chanting,"i want to eat cookies" forever in the end jo and rah brought me to buy cookies.. ahahaa thanks rah ..!!! thanks jo!!1 it was damn fun walking in the rain and irrtating jo... ahhaa yeah then thursday rah and i ahd tuition at her house. and boy did we give alex a hard time.. our concentration level was at like 1/10 .. so it was so difficult.. alex just kept talking but like rah and i were more interested at wat was happening in our cups.. ahhaa yeah then we kept like avoiding physics.. and chem .. so we basically got very little done.. ahaha today i went to school again .. learnt to play our SYF piece and practise for 150th anniversary ... and concert.. Close to you , Can't take my eyes of you, Malaguena, So nice, Power of love and soem yellow riddon tie around some tree song... quite fun .. yes then went home with stephanie .. ahha she is so funny .. we talked and talked and we couldnt stop laughing.. ahaha it was amazing how we could go fromt he topic of pink to barbie dolls .. to ms Universe.. to pple in our school .. it was so funny.. yeah suppose to meet leon tronky but yeah today gastric was terrible ... so decided to come home
and now i'm bored.. probably going to load tuition photos.. go check them out ya.... k take care .. love

Tuesday, June 08, 2004 @ 6:39 PM

Long time since i've updated .. oh wells... beem oput a lot this few days.. town as usual.. harry potter.. shopping.. lunch .. all sorts.. all very fun... i wanna go Sentosa though .. ahah yeah.. oh wells sshall go now.. having this flu thing... sick .. blahhh... bywes

Friday, June 04, 2004 @ 5:03 PM

Here I am, playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me
Holding you, a feeling I never out grew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside
So there's no sense pretending
My heart is not mending
Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
those memories come crashing through
And I just can't
Go on
On my own, I tried to make the best of it alone
I've done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain
I just can't live without you
I miss everything about you

Thursday, June 03, 2004 @ 1:17 AM

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Wednesday, June 02, 2004 @ 10:58 PM

MOO MOO

i feel rather happy today ..today i got back my best friend. so happy. now not only do i hacve a moo moo .. i have mr cow. ok i feel quite good. after like 6 months without my friend. now my friend's back again. and willing to talk to me. i love cows. they rock my world.
I LOVE MR COW!!!!I LOVE MOO MOO!!I LOVE MR LOOKER!!!

Tuesday, June 01, 2004 @ 7:48 PM

This song is damn nice. She Believes in me by Ronan Keating

While she lays sleeping
I stay out late at night and play my songs
And sometimes all the nights can be so long
And it's good when I finally make it home
All alone

While she lays dreaming
I touch her face across the silver light
I see her dreams that drift up to the sky
And she wakes up to my kiss
And I say it's alright
And I hold her tight

And she believes in me
I'll never know what just what she sees in me
I told her someday
If she was my girl,
I could change the world
With my songs,
But I was wrong.

But she has faith in me
And so I go on trying faithfully
Forever in my heart she will remain
And I hope and pray,
I will find a way, find a way

While she lays waiting
I ask myself why do I hurt her so
What calls me on along this lonely road
Why don't I turn around and head back home
Where I belong

While she lays crying
For she knows how my heart is ripped in two
I'm torn between the things that I should do
She deserves it all and I'd give it if I could
God, her love is true.

And she believes in me
I'll never know what just what she sees in me
I told her someday
If she was my girl,
I could change the world
With my songs,
But I was wrong.

But she has faith in me
And so I go on trying faithfully
Forever in my heart she will remain
And I hope and pray,
I will find a way, find a way

While she lays sleeping
While she lays sleeping for me

@ 5:35 PM

Dalat Rocks!!!!

hey sweetpeas.. i'm back from sarawak. its so beautiful there. the sunsets are so beautiful.. so are the sunrises.... its absoltuely wonderful. everyday we take boats as our main mode of transport.. we did so many things there.. teaching. painting. being a waitress. fishing. touring. so wonderful. got to know many friends there. people there are so friendly . cant be any friendlier. ya also made pretty good friends with the sec 2s.. ya .. and the teachers. i got married in the car . Aunty Jasie's car. to Cherie. ahah she gave me a ring 100 carats.. only smart people can see it. aahah . ya. then the altar boys there so cute. one kept trying to take pictures. but ya. then he was so embarraseed.. i miss everyone ther.. i miss. Ronaldhino- Felison. Sexy- Jackie. Pretty lady- elizabeth. handsome- Matthew. Cutie- Safaun. greedy man- Eldrien. Susan. Christine. mike. Yeos.Vanessa. Ronni. Aunty Jasie and suzie!!!!!!!!!Argh1!!! i miss everyone there. i want to go back again.. ahaha ohwells ya. too bad.

collected my results today.. it was all right.could be better though. too many careless mistakes. haha oh wells wat to do. miss careless.. ahahaha . k got to go. byes.. miss ya lots.