your light will shine when all else fades
Saturday, July 31, 2004 @ 4:25 PM
CHEEKY BOY!!
this entry is solely for cheeky boy. cheeky boy, arent you proud? yes this is specially for you. so you better be appreciative of it. understand. yes haha had a great time last night. though we both were messaging away.. ahha you're the best and my most favourite person in the world.. I LOVE YOU!!! ahaha yes. its called public display of affections. ahha yes. thanks for always being around. and yes taking my crap.. for that you deserve the biggest kiss in the world.. MUACKZZZZZZ!!!! ahha. loving you always.
@ 4:24 PM
CONGRATULATIONS TO SEXY!!!!!
hey you made it. president!!! ahahha i knew you could do it.. sexy you're the best!!1 i'm sure you'll do great!!! love you .
Thursday, July 29, 2004 @ 10:04 PM
haha today woke up a little late.. by like 10 minutes.haha super rushed morning man. haha yeah like i tied my hair in super fast speed and got dressed superly fast. ahaha wore my shoes lightningly.. ahahayeah wemnt down to school. first lesson was chinese. amazingly i got through it without falling asleep .. ahaha but i cant say the same for english. oh my.. english was and is the worst subject ever. this week we're liek doing orals... so shankar made us listen to like some tape of people doing there orals and see how we'll grade them. and yes they are so spasticated. this guy peter or paul or john . or someone. he's english was atrocious . yes "umbrella" be came " umbera" it was hilarious.. jade and i couldnt stop laughing.math was funny. ahah it always is.. ahha yes did functions thingy .. ahahaa quite funny.. physic as usual . was totally gone. everyone was practically doing their own work. doubt anyone was listening to her. like yeah .. complete switch off man. aha yes cca was funny.. lumpy as usual doesnt know her scores. so she just sat there and stoned. ahhaa yes funny. then met kim after that. ahah yes played in schoo .. ran around. she and ruth .. were totally mad. they totally like formed new club . the put the badge in the centre club.. funny lah.. haha yes . then they tried getting people to do it.. but no .. ahaha no one wanted too. ruth hit my ass again!!1 that naughty naughty girl. ahah yeah . she's damn funny. ahaha yes Ruth is officially my pi gu!!!! .. pi gu!!1 i whack you ass .. ahahaa k gtg.. bye!!!
@ 9:56 PM
NATIONALS!!!!!!
Congratulations to yusof!!!!
ahhaha yes yusof darling did very well .. ahha came in first....haha so proud of him !!! hahahha yes he was like so fast .. like within a few seconds and he's like at the finishing line..ahaha. yes went for the nationals. went with kim. mel. sha. and cheryl . ahha yes .. it was quite crowded there. ahhaaha ... met many people ther.. chris... moomoo.. ahaha h yes .. moomooo offically change name.. to sexy man !!1 haha yes stc did well .. wonderful .. hahaa great day .. besides the rain.. ahhaha
Tuesday, July 27, 2004 @ 6:01 PM
today's such a sucky day. started the day preparing for bio test . sat at the hard court like studying. yes chinese for first period . how exciting. LTT went through the workbook. yes how retarded . it was os boring . i was about to fall asllep right there. ahha then at least second period was not so bad.. Math .. CHAROO!! ahh yes . i'm serious the homerooom system is really ineffective and useless. the school should really do something abt the lockers. everytime there will be like a big huge jam at the lockers cause like everyone's trying to get their books. so irritating.. yes had recess.i seriously have no idea wat i did wrong . or am going to do wrong. Sheryl said something like i was going to hurt someone .. but who? how? why? i'm like not aware of it. and yes i was quite angry today. yes ignored kimberly for a while.yeah but alls well now. yes shaleen so politely told me to keep quiet today .. guess what she said .. she said "SSSHHH!!" right to my face. how polite right.. like yes . so ttotally. haha yes read her* blog . square one. so totally i was angry with her*. ok i wouldnt say angry . you could say abit annoyed. cause like she* seemed happy that i hated her or something. and yes she* is quite scary . ok not scary . but something like scary. i'm afraid like she'll* hate me . then yes like kill me. and like ya.. i dunno. nationals finals tomorrow.. aahaha good luck man !!!
Sunday, July 25, 2004 @ 7:59 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHA!!! LYNSEY!!!JEANETH!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS TO ZUL!!!!
sat: ahha woke up really earlyy yes .. had tuiton at rah's house . yes it was boring as usual . ahha later on after tuition alex gave us a lift to town . mela nd i . ahah yes then we met kimberly and sha.. yes sha i'm so sorry yes . i couldnt celebrate your birthday with you . sorry kid.. aha yes .. then kimberly so funny can .. dress so shuai .. ahahaha yes .then yeah went to stadium looking at gloves.. softball of course.. ahha didnt know a shit. ahaha yes .. left them for the sji thingy . ahah wow .. i was so wow but like my darling's performance .. he can play the bloddy piano so well . so totally. hah so proud of him . ahah!!!! yes .. haa yes then like the people we were sitting with or around us . were pretty noisy but yeah they were really funny. ahha later on had supper .. then yes .. home ..ok i lied .. not yet home. but around there.. ahha yes gtg ..
zul: hey sweets.. you were wonderful!!!! oh my gosh .. you played so well .. i'm so proud of you !!1 haha love you lots.. sweetie.. and i cant believe you forgot wat i asked you.. you hurt me man . ahaha .. yes and please keep the secret for me k !!!
Friday : yeah started school yeah ahd ss . woh ms neh was like so irritaing.. i seriously cannot stand her and her accent. yes . then yeah school ended at 10. aha went town with princess. rat. jadey . wei and rah. ahha yeah went far east to look for skirts. ahha and yes. lala and ah ci came to join us later. yes then rushed back to school . for our lovely walk to labrador.. haha yes .. it was such a long walk.. my dearest walking partner,mel and i were practically leading the class on our own cause wei and jadey simply were walking too fast .. ahaha yes .. well we finally made it there yes... ahha and half way through i seriously didnt feel well .. gastric i think was the cause of it . ahha yes came back and quickly got changed . ahah into our ethnic thing. yes princess was like so diffcult .. she kep asking whther she lokked all right and all . ahah yes the night was wondeful ahah yes .. but sexy was so poor thing .. yeah she had to work at the stall . ahha felt so poor thing for her . ahha sexyy!!!! yes spent the whole night running around with kimberly.. ahah yeah up and down and up again . ahaha yes .. sop funny. and she cheated me .. she said she would wear her costume . ahha but she didnt . ahaha yeah good night .. wonderful in all .. tomorrow's my darlings performance going to supoort him .. ahaha
Tuesday, July 20, 2004 @ 7:08 PM
Whoa!!! today's a tiring day.had to like climb up and down you know homeroom and all.then yes started the day with chinese. yes lee ting ting read some people essay and like Wow!! Wow!! their chinese is like so profound . so deep. well yeah i just hope i can write half as good as them . yeah then went for math . had like 4 periods of math. felt so accomplished. aha yeah thenw ent down to the lab for chem. mr yeo.!!! his voice is luike booming, so peircing. i seriously cannot stand his class. and he's like deaf. keeps making us reapeat the same sentence and equation over and over again. yeah . he's so annoying!!. yeah went for bio. mrs leong didnt come. so we practically had likie a free period. yeah talked to rah. yeah talked about lots of things.. matters that were very close to the heart. ahah yeah english was aboslutley useless. shankar made us write a letter to the minister of education addressing some concern aboutt he education system . like wat!! wat am i suppose to write about?yeah wadever. ahhaa yeah napfa.. ahhaa i'm goign to fial.. fail sit and reach. fail shuttle. fail incline. fail sit ups man.. yeah ahah pikachu and sexy bully me can.. ahaha yeah and opikachu . i didnt ignore you. ahaha you were just there yeah .and i needed your help. ahah yeah pikachu sent me to the bus stop again.. so sweet of her. ahah yeah now ;m realy tired. haha yeah and i learnt one lesson today.. it doesnt pay to be kind. i waaved and said hi to her* today . like suddenly i just felt like doing it. but all she* did was stare at me. like wat the hell? i said hi. like basic manners would be like to say hi back or at least smile. but no . she chose to stare. like wat? i'm sorry i like didnt speak to her* yesterday but yeah guess she* is angry with me. hai .. looks like we're back at square one. Domination of the plastics!!!! wonderful.ohwells .. i'll just let it be..
Pikachu!!! : hey darling.. ahah no i didnt ignore you .. ahah why would i ignore you?? ahha yeah .. k .. no i dont use you too . ahah you're my darling ..ahaha .. k .. ahhaa I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! hahhahaa dont you just like impluse .. dont you think you smell so great after it .. ahaha
Sexy Cherry Peter Pan!!!: hey dear.. no i never cheat on you k .. ahaha yeah i'm like so loyal to you .. ahahaa yeah ... ahaha so sexy . ahah hansome ... I LOVE YOU TOO!!!! ahaha
Monday, July 19, 2004 @ 6:36 PM
oh man .. today was one huge mess. seriously.. school was like in such chaos.. everyone was like everywhere. and the place was so jammed up. and guess what eveyone has like the same recess now.so canteen's like so packed with people at 10. yeah first period class time. ahha yeah settled all the admin stuff. not much . found my locker . but like it was too high. so i swopped with leon.ahha yeah geog first lesson of the day. mrs lau was like trying to clear her homeroom trying to make it a conducive place to study. and guess what!!! i found my ss file .!!1 like finally !!! woohoo!!!hah yeah .then had chem . mr yeo is so irritating. he seriously gets on my nerves. like i answered his question correctly but he didnt hear it. and he shouted at me and asked me to write the equations 100 times. like., WAT!!! wat is your problem. yeah anyway later he realised he was a t fault and i dont have to do his silly punishment. yeah karen loeng like so freaked us out during bio. she lied to us that she was going to give us a pop quiz. so everyone was like panicking. then she gave us the paper and when we flipped it over it said" Dear students, this is not a test" like she so tricked us. ahaha everyone was so relieved. yeah had sex talk again . ahha it was s boring . except the video part we watched a small part out of Vanille Sky. yeah haha thank goodness its like the last talk . i cannot take anymore of him . i'll just liek commit suicide. yes and rat kept like poking me and being ticklish i was like so scared. ahah yeah oh yes michelle chus ia like the rudest teacher i've ever met. she totally shut maggi lee up today . casue like maggi lee just wanted to finish her last sentence and announcements came on . yeah then michelle chua was like shhhh .. then maggi lee .was so pek chek. liek really and she walked out. like how rude can she be.yeah had mass dance thing. it was so funny. ahaha yeah watched abit of softball today too. ahaha yeah had tuition on sunday like i was so tired and had this flu thing. was in no mood to listen to alex at all.. yeah had a bit of accident with her* on saturday. almost didnt talk to her* again. well its over i guess but i dotn think like i'm over it. today in school i didnt even like talk to her* besides at the end of the day. i dunno why. but today was weird. something in me just like decided to be plastic again. yeah . k gtg . bye
moomoo: hey my honeycakes!!! thanks for doing me the favour!!! yeah best of luck for your performance . i'll be supporting you!! woohoo!!! i love you.
*boots*: well hey dear.. take care of yourself k .. dont be so sad.. k its over.. i'm sure you'll ahve another chance to ask her out. yes?. k relax .. concentrate on your studies.. k .. love you.
Saturday, July 17, 2004 @ 4:24 PM
sat: hey banner painting today... cool mans .. so fun .. bu i got really dirty .. it was not bad actually .. quite nicee. haha had oral .. ms mak kept laughing at me.. so terrible.. i have like no clue wat she was laughing at ... like wat? seriously no clue.. ahah yeah .. k so tired.. feel like sleeping.. ahaha k gtg
zelly: hey babe.. how's it going .. sorry i had to reject your call yeah . was having this PBl thing.. sorry
Cow: hey!!:) thanks for cheering me up .. and yeah thanks for letting me use your com .. so helpful . so wonderful .. lving you always..
Bastard: hey you neh neh man!!!! hi .. ahhaah i'm not goignt o reveal anything.. i'm not going to say .. go away.
friday: wat is the world coming too? everyone seems to be fighting with everyone. yeah she* is also fighting with ehr firend. which i think is a total waste.. cause like theyw ere so close. and yeah pretty good friends . its such a pity. yeah had pbl today. oh dear stayed in school till like 8 plus nine.. so tired.. ahah they was some major cockup witht he video thing. then it could work again due to Magic -Fingers (mel) yeah . but it was fun. anyway like yes sat outside DNT lab and talked o her* for a while. yeah so tired and i have to wake up super early the next day.
thursday: had cca.. . haha yeah and she* still is talking to me. amazing eh . ahah yeah .. was so tired. today .. could die
Wednesday: surprising she* came to talk to me. i was totally not expecting that.guess she kept her promise.i dunno. yeah went to buy paint for banner making. 14 took so long to come. seriously it was like a snail . yeah and mel kept going" is here yet? now? now? now?" yeah had tuition. man alex was late . he came like close to 8. so slow. tsk. yeah did some physic thing. waves or something like that.hah was so not listening to alex. infact i was writing a journal entry during his lesson. ahhaa
Tuesday, July 13, 2004 @ 7:22 PM
today's such a sucky day. i think i'm such an idioit. of all people's blogs i had to go to pinky's blog and see wat she wrote there. after i saw it, i dunno wat came across me but i just cried. i feel so stupid now. but why?. after i read wat she wrote i just felt so hurted. knowing that she knew that i was trying very hard to be her friend again but she still doesnt want to speak to me. its not as if she didnt know. but she knew. she made me feel as if i've wasted my efforts trying to get to know her and all. why did she lie to me? she obviously had no intentions of being my friend yet she kept saying so. wat is wrong. i seriously keep finding trouble for myself.i feel so sick . i really have trusted the wrong girl man. it saddens me so much to know i tried so hard and yet she just disregards it like that. Dee, you're one stupid girl.
Sunday, July 11, 2004 @ 12:26 AM
Do you know what it feels like to walk around wearing a smile
While deep down your heart is breaking inside?
To pass by him like nothing ever happened?
To pretend as if you don't even know him ?
Avoiding the stares of all his friends who believe the bull-shit story he's told them?
Do you know what it's like to cry?
Thinking of him, knowing he's with her?
To feel the first tear drop slowly graze down your cheek.
As the rest come rushing down hitting the pillowcase
Leaving you all alone, in the dark, with nothing but a tear-stained face?Do you know what it feels like to know that there is nowhere to hide?
Because no matter where you go...
He will always be on the back of your mind.
these weere the questions posted to me by hurt*. She's only 14 and she has gone through all the above emothions already.She must be miserable right now. on verge of collapsing. i just feel shocked at how much 14 year olds go through now adays.i think it something beyond comprehendable.
Saturday, July 10, 2004 @ 10:03 PM
Town!!
hah yeah woke up at about 8 plus this morning. wanted to sleep in a little longer. but spot woke me up. he jumped on top of me . and wouldnt get down. Bad doggy!! yeah so decided to get up anyway . was really looking forward to watching Touched By An Angel. but it got taken over by Copa America. some soccer thing. yeah so as usual i lazed around . watched all my cartoons. ahah yes started with Winkssome fairy show. yeah the characters had really hot bods. yes then i watched digimon. it was really retarded. its like one cartoon i dont get. yes of course my all time favourite power puff.haha then skipped pokemon then yeah ninja turtles!!! power pack..hahah quickly got changed then went to meet rah, ginni, caressa, jadey and leon. ahah yeah met mel and michelle too. yes man she has changed a bit. haha yeah. then we went to youth park to support the stc girls . fund raising for club rainbow. yeah the gift boxes thingy. ahaah i didnt buy any though. ahah i went to get ballons !!1 haha heart shape ones. pink .. ahah met alex in town today . ahah was feeling a little crazy so i shouted " ALEX!!ALEX!!" ahah yeah he was so shy. so cute. then he just like smiled and waved a little yeah and his friends of course were all staring.. but yeah i met him like countless of times during that few hours in town . ahah yeah then yeah came home. just did my chinese compo. man did i write a lot of shit. ahah but my shit filled up 2 pages. so yeah .. not going to complain. shit is good. ahhaa sexy thinks i'm cheating on ehr. so mean right.. but no i'm loyal al right. ahaha i'll never cheat on ehr. ahaha yes and she so funny . suddenly we started conversing in chinese. like wow!! chinese. i go for remedial you know.hahaa yeah
- as much as i want things to be the same as last time, there was this gap .. a huge gap. and it takes time to mend back that hole. and currently things are still in construction. that gap grew so huge, it was so hard to mend back . now when things are getting better. thats wat i'm trying to do.. patching back that hole.. so things could be normal again. things werent the same because there was fear. i feared many things. most specially the people around you. and it wasnt right for me to make things uncomfortable for you. so i chose to move aside. so in that 2 months i pulled away and unknowingly i pulled away too far.i apologise for that. i apologise it had to be like that. but trust me i'm trying to put things back together again.
to sexy: hey you chi na piang woman.. ahha i'll never cheat on you ok .. i only have 2 husbands k .. you and leon . ahaha so mean .. i cant believe you think i cheat on you .. hai so disappointing.. hahaa
Friday, July 09, 2004 @ 10:15 PM
So pissed!!
like wat the hell .. i try to be nice and try to talk her.. but no .. she just gives me this bloddy attitude.. like wats her problem .. i'm trying my best to like nice and kind.. but no .. she just keeps like giving me attitude.. i know i give her attitude too .. but like yeah i try to talk to her right .. and all i getin return is her attitude.. lit so fcuking pissing .. why do i even try to be her friend.. she doesnt even want to be mine.. i try .. but no ... why do i do retarded stuff.. its like i've nothing better to do .. everywhere i go there she is ... i want to say hi .. but no ic ant .. cause hse'll be around giving me this treatment . wat the hell ... i really wanted to be her friends .. really really really.. but i dunno ... its like so hard.. i know i was meant o ehr .. i did my fair share of mean things to her.. but now i wanna be her friend again .. but i cant .. URGH!!!!! so shit ... i hate you!!!!1
@ 9:00 PM
hah had such a fun day today!! yes Bio was the coolest. seriously. we did heart disection. super cool but it was kinda gross. yes the pig's heart was all bloody . yes and Mrs Leong made us sticj our finger into the heart. and like check out with part the pulmenory vein led too. it was super nauseating.haha but it was fun. Gini had like a super huge heart. it was like from a cow!!! serious. and her blood clot in her heart was so huge and sticky. yeah ahah there was somthing wrong with rat's heart it was bluish in colour. ahaha yeah . Bio rocks man!!1. yes had cca sfter school again. yeah softballers were having a match .. ahha they played well .. pikachu was good.. ahaha yes today i like walked to the cantten after everything.. ahah it was like 5 plus. really late. aahah yes pikachu was ther. she stole my rubber band.. so there i was walking around like a lunatic.. yes we like started spitting water at each other also . ahah yes .. she's damn funny. haaha ..Ruth hit my ass!!!!! yes she came and liek hit it.. ahaha so i sent pikachu to hit her back .. ahaha yeah then left with beep.. now beep is called Ah Be. and lumpy is called .Ah Lum .. ahha courtsey of beep and dee.. ahaha yes pikachu walked me to my bus stop today and even waited for the bus.. she's one free lady man.. ahha yeah tomorrow's theres like this fund raising thing at youth park .. going down to supoort stc man.. gehui they all .. aha and my dearst sister,.. sarah .. hahaa yeah oh yeah going to up load the photos soon. so people if you want to see your heart .. so check out the photos yeah..
to marc: hey cutie,, thanks for talking to me.. yeah i felt much better.. you're such a dear.. love you always..
Tuesday, July 06, 2004 @ 6:58 PM
Thursday:Rained again .. oh dear. its been rainign really often these few days. ahha oh wells . first period Geog was a total disaster. It was horrid. yes. Waved at pinky but she enver waved back . hai. yeah then like went for SS . kwong was asking so many questions about the UN. but like no one in the entire class could answer. It was quite hard. aah yeah. Yeah had cca today.. had lunch at the canteen first with pikachu, beep and lumpy. yes it was quite fun. saw pinky int he canteen at the table wanted to say hi.but i didnt. guess i feared she'll do her usual moves.(stare and look away)i really want to be her friend. but it seems so hard. well i guess bastard's right, i should just leave it. if she doesnt wanna be my friend then let it be rather then all become unhappy. hai but its a pity. it really is. yes pikachu and i started playing. ahah she spit water at me .. that water spiter. ahh yes twice . ahha yeah then i tickled her .. so kinda got my revenge. ahah after cca i came to look for her again with beepa nd suan.. ahha suan was like playing in the rain getting her self drenched. ahah yes pikachu drenched me with her ice cold water. ahah so i went chasing after her. ahah yeah it was fun. pikachu got ehr arm hurt.. take care darling.. dont catch a cold.. aha yeah .. k gtg.. bye...
Wednesday: did the taping again. cause the thing was really screwed and shankar kept laughing at Stacy's mistakes. ahah .yes tuition again. almost died. barely passed his tests. sorry Alex. talked to Pinky* today. hmm feeling quite happy :) ahaha
Tuesday:stayed back in school until 5 plus near 6.. doing PBL.. it was tiring but quite fun and entertaining.. interviewed students and teachers. mr wong was great. pinky* lied to me. pinky* crossed her heart and hoped to die stick a pencil in her eye. pinky* broke it. couldnt believe it.
Monday: Went to watch movie with sexy.. Spiderman!! Spidewrman!! so cool k. ahah Swing!! Swing!!. ahah yes and it hink sexy's like so angry with me. cause being miss fickled i couldnt decide on where to eat. so i made her walk and walk. i'm sorry dear. tuition was cancelled.
Monday, July 05, 2004 @ 9:46 AM
Chijmes Performance
yes reached schoool about 3 plus. was quite late already . ahah my apologies fort hat girls. so i quickly got changed. into our really pukey and sick costume. thank goodness we are like designing a new one soon. yes and beepa nd sandy are the funniest girls i ever seen. they had so much trouble putting on their stockings and they kept on complaining and adjusting it.which happened to look very obscene.oh wells yes quickly got changed and made our way there. aha it was so packed at Chijmes. Like everone was there. even the girls boyfriends were there. ahah oh wells. Fei Ginni, Weiqi they all came down. ahah oh wells i must say guitar played all right. dance was not too bad either. Mrs kong and Mrs poh said we played superbly well.lets just hope its not out of courtsey that she said it. oh yes i met Roseann there!!! ahah so exciting!! yes then we like started talkin about thet Kids Central girl kim something. ahaha it was the funniest. yes then saw my zelly and didi.. they all came down to supoort. ahah yes didnt really expect them to like turn up but yeah . ahah bastard and mr cow came too . chunky and champs also. ahha thanks guys!!yes met michelle alim there. ahah she was so angry with me casue i sprayed so much impulse. haha Forgetful me, squid of the century , for got to bring extra shoes to change. so i had to walk around in my high heels forever. and my toes and feet were so aching. gosh i'm serious its as if i've walked a whole 10km. and toes skin came off and i could see the flesh. it was so raw. aahah oh wells thats pretty much iot about chijmes. then later in the night went to Justinee's house to collect some aquarium stuff for jerome. lights and all. yes and jewel was so strong. she like so pushed me when she pounced on me. haah but such a cute dog.
Special thanks to:
roseann: hey dear. ahah it was great to see you after so long. absolutely wonderful.really ahaha yes great. hahaa must catch with you somemore k? .. we have to meet soon ya. k take care. love you
zelly : hey babes. thanks for coming down. meant alot to me. sorry i couldnt stay long with you all. ahaha you looked wonderful that day. must be champs. ahaha thansk see ya round k?. love you .
didi: her honeybuns. really aprreciated it that you could make it.ahah yes . you looked really preetty.. absolutely stunning. ahaha yeah thanks swettie.. love you
Chunky/champs: hey handsomes. ahah thanks for coming down. i know you didnt mean it when you said i looked wonderful right? you just said it out of courtesy right. i knew it .. ahah its ok .. i know you mean good. thanks for coming. lovey
Mr cow: ahahaa mr cow . i love you !!1 ahaha thanks for coming . really . ahha it was great to see you after so long. where have you been? utopia? haha all right. meet up soon k . thanks for coming . lovey
Bastard: ahahaha i'm publicly thanking you know. dont you jsut feel so honoured, oh wells thanks for coming. it meant the world to me . and it was great to see you . though she kept quiet throughout . ahah yes wonderful . i know you saw "her" right . ahha yes thanks anyways.. love you too.and you get a kis for coming . MUACKZZ :)
Val: thanks for your blouse sweets.. haha i'll return it soon . ahah
@ 9:35 AM
Up dates Up dates!!1
Friday: haha havent been updating in a while. my apologies. yeah i'm sorry zelly and didi .. i've been pretty busy these few days you know rehearsals and all. ahah yeah well today i left class early. haha yeah we were going to chijmes for a rehearsal . yes on our way to the canteen . i got caught by Mrs Kong . for my name tag. man shes one fusspot. cant stand her. that big bird. oh wells. rehearsals at chijmes went all right. ahah the tourist said we played really well. so it was kinda of an encouragement for us. ahah yes. nice tourist. yes tyhen i like stayed in school for the longest time with beep, steph, lumpy and yeah kimberly and lyanne. ahah yes by the way Kimberly looks a lot like pikachu, you know the pokemon. yes and lyanne is PiChu. such wonderful names we think of dont we.haha yes then Pikachu and i waited for our dads to come. oh man they took forever. but yeah had a really good talk with her.yes today as usual english was a total bore. ahha waved to shaleen in class. and she amazignly waved back.haha. yes i'm like kinda relieved, the problem or tension has been resolved . ahhaa .today *** messaged me ,questioning me, whether i was talking about him and whether i was going to keep my distance from him. i was so taken off guard. i didnt know wat to say. and i just lied.to him that is. i didnt know wat to say. should i tell him the truth. i mean its for his own good right and i should be proud of myself being so generous right. oh gosh i dunoo. k gtg. Chijmes performance tomrrow come support k?