Friday, October 29, 2004 @ 9:20 PM
today was sucha bad day . worst last day of school ever. terrible. was accused of something . cherie and i . you should ahve seen her face . it was so black . sick . had guitar. ahah hey hey went out with lumpy for a while . celelbrate birthday . thanks lumpy. at least there was some there to lift my spirits . yeah thanks lumpy. you remember !!! Hahaha yes so funny. then walked for a while . met like many pple .
Lumpy : thanks for your company !!!!! good celebration ah .. ahaha
cherie. sexy: hey dont be so angry . your face was so black today . dont stress yourself out . get help if you need it ya .. i'll be here also ... k? ahha dont worry .. i think we went abti to far ya ... ahah k . lets forget abt it.. k
Wednesday, October 27, 2004 @ 8:31 PM
Todays was such a wonderful day . absolutely beautiful . totally. i had a blast. Went for assembly as usual . then yeah before that . like quite a number of people were playing PIGGY. and yeah they kept snatching my cards away . mel and i really like didnt take any card. cause pple like fei, ginni, mitzi. were just too fast. ahah yeah had meeting about Sphere early in the morning. so i was late for guitar. and gomez screamed at me. like wats her problem . she knows that every morning theres always meetings. yes and she screamed and threw her temper at joan and i . we were so angry with her. ok so maybe that wasnt the good part of today . then we had this Emergency exercise thing. oh dear. it was so hot. and they made us stand in the field. for like ages. then the sec 3s kept walking into the shade. ahah they went to tlak to Joanne and gan and mel . Joanne is seriously the funniest girl i've met. She was telling us abt her party thign she went too and they bimbotic pple their. and the sluts . and how they are all not virgins anymore. like come on we're having an emergency exercise and like we're there gossiping abt pple . ahha wat an emergency . ahah they yeah had the Deepavali show today . they man was so cool . like ultra cool . he could dance so well . ahaha yeah that was fun . then yeah ahha Beep and candice bought me a balloon for my Birthday !!!1 ahha Thanks!!! i love you guys . !!1 so cool man... !!1 like i didnt even think they would really rememberr.. bastard gave me a necklace too . ahaha !!1 Thanks hunney !!! You remember !!! wonderful . ahah yeah . yeah . hai.. tomorrow i've some Harnsing Youth Competition thing. Rat and i are 2 poor birds man.. ahaha Well celebrate our birthday there. ahah RAT!!!! haPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! ahhaa
@ 8:16 PM
Tuesday:
well school as usual . had excusion. to like the hydroponics farm . haha they actually gave us free vegetables. like one huge pack each . guess who i gave mine too . guess. Leon!!! ahah yes then we went to the Soya Sauce factory . there was a smell there. quite a funny smell. yeah then like cherie told me there were rats there. so i was like looking out watching where i walked. ahah oh wells. then went to the crocodile farm . ahah the crocs were so huge. and really crossed eyed. ahah so cute. then yeah we went to Newton circus for lunch . aha had chicken rice . shared with Leon.!!ahah so cool .then came back ahd school till like pretty late. yeah went to buy Rat's present with Rah and Mel . ahha bought her some necklace and earrings.. they were totally Rat. haha hope she likes it. then we went to mel's house . Melanie was seriously going crazy . mad . she kept screaming . and dinner was so fun. rah and i kept laughing non stop . Aunty was so funny. ahah yes had tuition alex was like really really late. we made him sign an agreement before he came in . ahaha he actually signed it. This was what was written in the agreement :
I, Alex Tan Sow Wee, tuition teacher of Srah , Melissa and Denise of STC , shall try not to be angry. I will not stangle,stab,poison,suffocate or push them off the building. In other words, i will not murder my beloved students. I will be patient with them and will not get a heart attack when i see their marks. I will understand that they have tried their best and have reached their potential. i understand thatthey are truly apologetic that they have not reached my high standards ( very high standards)
Signature:
Alex Tan
haha that was our agreement . ahha but alex seemed all right with our results . so ya. but he kept setting standards that were so out of our reach . like really out. like straight As . that is seriously impossible. yeah i told my mum my marks too . well i guess i could see she wasnt very happy abt them but yeah she didnt like scold me or anything . which is like dman nice of her. like really. hai thanks mum!!1 will try to do much much better next time. and hopefully i wont be so careless. all right
Monday, October 25, 2004 @ 8:36 PM
URGH!!!!!
i'm so angry !!! Why am i so careless!!! why do i liek to give out marks for free... like seriously.. ARGH!!! yes and i keep missing A1 by like 1 pathetic mark. like 1 !!!!!! 1!!!! its not even 2 . its 1!!!! all thanks to my carelessness... -screams- oh wells at least its an A2 . better than nothing. oh wells. suppose to do some speech tommorw during assembly. on sphere. like huh? whats there to say about sphere. let me see.... hmmmmm. nothing. so yeah . i'm so going to make a fool out of myself.. so yeah . everyone can laugh tomorrw.oh yeah we're going on the Geog field trip tomorrow too... guess wat . we're no more going to the chocolate fram or factory anymore. so sad. was really looking forward to it. now we're goignt o some soyasauce farm. how interesting. now we can see where our black sauce and all come from . haha. oh wells. shankar is super slow. like really. she still has yet to hand us the computerized list .. slowpoke. tsk . ahah. i have tution tomorrow again. like its barely a week after the exams and alex wants to start tuition again. he's like super excited . i'm sure he's going to kill mel and i tomorrow. like kill. slaughter. murder. watever you call it. he'll talke the knife and stab us 2222 times and throw uus of the building. seeing rah stays on the 20th floor. we'll definitely die . so yeah .hey dearie says i'm always busy these few days. like hmm ya. i know dearie i have neglected you a little. but yeah . holidays are around the corner. i ahve time for you soon yeah? . paitence. ahahayes dearie.
dearie: hey .. i'm not the busy one k .. ahah ok lets share the blame. both are busy .. how's that. haha k . i'll make it up to you during the hols k??? good plan??
to u: i'm not avoiding you . its just that i thinks its better if we left things like that. i'm happy with things liek that. just dont make rash decisions. think it through.. ok?
Saturday, October 23, 2004 @ 4:52 PM
Friday:
what a depressing day. today was one of the worst days of this year. received some of our marks back but not the full report book marks.
a maths - a2
e maths- a1
chinese - b4
ss- c5
english -b4
i know all these are not the full marks yet but still iwas terrible. i'm just waiting for shankar to pass around the full typed out list so i can quickly tell my mum. which she is so going to kill me for .but ya. i dunno. when i received my chinese marks i almost cried. but didnt cause i was strong.at least thats wat i thought. but when i saw my english marks. the tears came out like a fountain. it was terrible. lots of pple cried after receiving their english marks like really. my eyes were swollen after that. hai . wat to do. mrs tan and mrs low saw me after that. ahah those 2 were so cute. they kept comforting me. and said it was good already . but i know they were just trying to make me feel better. thanks rs tan. thanks mrs low... stupid day ... then yeah had some emergency exercise talk . was in no mood to listen . yeah then i saw cherie outside. she gave me a hug and yeah comforted me. thanks hun!!! lumpy was also very nice . Thanks lumpy!!! thanks to all that gave a a hug!!1 dee dee loves you!!!!!!!! i know alex is so goign to kill us .. so liek we're just praying he doesnt find out . Sorry alex. i just thats the best we could do .. really.
Thursday :
ahaha Had school early in the morning. yes 9 .. till 1 .. then went to mel's housr to put down pur things and change . then headed for ah ci's house. ahaha her dog's so cute!!!! yes then watched 1/4 of princess dairies then we switched to Exorcist. ahah so funny ... yeah then went to pau's party helped her set up fire. i and yan yan and ginni and mei yi . were the cooks. ahahaha yes then after that . karen and all started force feeding us . ahaha so funny. and guess wat ??? ninie's my girlfriend!!! ahah like so totally . we were crazy pple. yes then we smashed pau's head in to the cake and poured ice lemon tea all over her. and sprinkled flour on her. we had a flour war. ahaha yes had flour all over me. ahah then we started thowing pple into the pull. i go0t thrown in . and sarah and mel and lots of pple. ahah ah ci was still dry though. but not for long. ahah sarah and i ran and sat on her.!!!1 ahha so she became equally wet.. ahaha way to go, sarah !!!1 poor ah ci . aha then we walk . as in walk . walk to 7 eleven at and unltr fast speed . ultra fast. ahah yes then went home to mel's house . ahaha mel and i ended up comlpaining the whole night at how badly our legs ached. ahaha
Wednesday:
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!! ahaha. so totally .. so happy . guess wat i went to school with nothign except a calculator, pencil, eraser. ahaha yeah then rah, mel, stacy and i went to watch ouija board. that stupid freak show!!!!!!!!!!!!! so scary . freaked me out. and stacy sat there as if she was watching a comedy ... terrible. then she kept pulling my hand away from my eyes . ahaha then cause i was scared so i held rah's and stacy's hand . ahah stacy's hand was like super wet . ahah we had to clean it so many times./ like remove all the water. ahaha but iwas funny. i amazes me at how big the eyes of the actress's was. like they were huge. marbles.. totally and her long hair. those pple seriously should not be allowed long hair. snip them all off man.. yeah then we walked all the way to far east to cut hair .. ahah then walked all the way back to heeren where we met up with nise, gan, ginni .... then we walked all the way to shaw . to get pau's present . but we didnt get anything . then we went homw. i went home with ah ci . ahah then we were reading seventeen . aha and looking at gowns. we picked a few gowns .. ahaha yes the i read ah ci's horoscope.. ahah it had a hidden message.. hmmmm ah ci .. maybe the horoscope's right .. ahahaha
Wednesday, October 06, 2004 @ 8:24 PM
Dont be fooled by me
Dont be fooled by the masks i wear.
For i wear a thousand masks, and none of them is me.
I give the impression that i am secure.
Confidence is my name and coolness is my game.
But dont believe me,
Beneath lies the real me- in confusion and fear and aloneness.
But i dont tell you this because i'm afraid to.
I am afraid that you will think less of me, that you'll laugh at me.
I'm afraid that deep down i'm nothing and i'm no good.
Yet only you can call me into aliveness.
Each time you are kind and encouraging, each ime you try to understand because you care.
Who am i, you may wonder. I am someone you know very well.
I am every man, woman, and child you meet.
today i was very moody in school today. of all people i had to meet ** at recess. totally spoilt my mood. today everybody seemed to be in a bad mood. everyone. stayed ins chool after school. with mel and the rest. studied for a while. then help stace and the rest count the votes. very fun.but tiring. Heard some unbelievable news. news that i wont exactly call good. but i dont think its true anyway. Tuition these days have been killer. i'm like so tired. barely have energy left.
-Its still you-
Saturday, October 02, 2004 @ 10:30 PM
sat: woke up abt 9 plus . watched my cartoons and studied for a while. yes . tuition. had a test . a math. so going to fail it. ahah. started to talk to her* again today. guess i've forgiven her*. not sure actually. but i guess so. so ya.
Friday: today' was such a bad day. i felt sick in the morning. Flu and all. i was fumming in the afternoon. She* did something terribly wrong. i was so angry. i almost killed her. almost. came home . had a little debate with her*. I have no clue whether i should believe her*. What if she* does it again?. i dont know. Confused. yes .
-still loving you lots-