Monday, November 29, 2004 @ 9:16 PM
i dont get it. why do people lie all the time? Why do they make promises they dont intend to keep? Then the make you make promises and expect you to keep them? Why the double standard?What is this man.? They just make promises after promises which mostly they dont keep and they expect you to still trust them? like do u think its seriously possible? i cant stand it. if you make a promise the least you could do was try to fulfill it right? and in promises there are no "mights", "buts" or "depends". promises are promises. promises mean you'll get that thing done anyhow. promises are meant to be kept. People make promises for a reason. if they werent meant to be kept they'll just be called agreements. i dont get it really. not at all. please someone explain.
- i dont know why you keep breaking all your promises you made to me. to me a promise is a promise. you should keep it. i really hope you do. its just not abt it, its also abt character. i really wish i dont get a bad impression of you after 1 year. well i guess if you're not intending to keep any of your promises. Dont expect me to keep any of my promises to you.-
@ 8:54 PM
today was very fun .except for some moments. ahah went to school early in the morning. suppose to do stock taking but yeah was lazy so yeah hung around with lumpy and cheryl. cheryl's really funny, she came all the way to school for band but guess what, there was no band. ahaha so rubbished. then yeah got bored of like playing piano so we went to play pool. ahha it was so funny. we kept like laughing and laughing. then yeah. we took turns to play so while lumpy was playing i played the piano which by the way is really out of tune. ahaha yeah then i helped the hockey girls put back their balls. Pigu had like lots of balls and i just ran after after hoping she would like drop all her balls ahha and yeah i pinched shaleen's cheeks . like real hard. ahahah so fun. then head down to meet rah,sandy and sha. then we all just walked around had lunch . ahah and i just had to see her. totally spoilt my mood and like practically everyone's. sha tried so hard to get me laughing again. yes . sat next to cheryl and like sha in the show. it was freakin scary . my gosh. it was terrible. half way through the show. cheryl and i wanted to run ut. our hearts were almost popping out. ahah sha watched it before . so she was warning us at the scary parts. ahah itwas so funny. then yeah we were all covering our eyes and lumpy kept laughing .. and it was really weird sounding . scary . ahahah ahha cheryl and i dont dare to pee now. cause we're afraid of the long finger nails. ahahaha and no more pictures for me. no more. no. no. absolutely no. ahaha. well today was really fun. met mr tan on my way home. ahaha he looked so embarrassed. ahaha poor thing. yeah. cheryl's so funny. so is sandy and not to mention sha. Wonderful day
Friday, November 26, 2004 @ 11:57 PM
Grad day !!!
Wow today was just amazing. really. everybody looked so pretty.. everyone was in white. clara, char, shan all looked wonderful. ahah JOLEEN WAS IN A SKIRT!!!!!!! ahah she looked good. like really. ahhaah yeah rushed home and like bathe and rushed out of the house again went to meet rah. shocking stories she told me. pure shocking. ahahah yeah thenwent down for my Grand papa's birthday!!! ahah yeah my cousin brought her new bf... ahah he's kinda quiet but yeah nice. yeah then my little cute cousins were like telling us jokes.. ahaha some were quite funny yeah some i didnt get. ahah yeah and rainer my rolly cousin told us this joke that was quite vulgur. yeah it had like dialect vulgur words in it. haha like wow? where did you learn that from? ahha yeah his classmates thought him that i suppose .. hai kids these days.. pick up things really quickly. ahaha yeah ....
joanne: ahha you better not black mail me. ahha now that u know you better keep quiet. ahaa yes and i'll tickle you again till you scream and beg. ahaha yes today was fun. ahaha . really cool..
Shaleen: you still owe me something. still... ahaha
Wednesday, November 24, 2004 @ 10:34 AM
Should i believe you?
I dont get it. if you hate someone why dont you just say it to her face, instead of like trying to be her friend, pretending to be her friend. i mean just say it. i have no idea who's telling the truth. i mean they have no reason to accuse you. and i dont actually believe that you will do such a thing. so it gets a little confusing and frustrating. i know its unfair to you. very to be accused of something you di not do(Maybe) but have you thought abt me? have you actually took my feelings into consideration. how do u think i felt when they told me? no you didnt. and up till today , you will never understand.you were my most trusted friend, the friend i thought i could count on the most, but when i heard what the pple said.all of it seem rubbish, completely rubbish. but i still chose to believe you until i could take it no more. so dont you dare say i never trusted you or believed a single word u said because i did. i did.
Monday
Went to jo's house for tuition . ahah yes. i watched Beauty and the Beast there in her brother's room . ahaha it was so cool . so wonderful. i miss BElle. ahaha yeah . then we had like chocolates . we ate the entire packet. like the whole mars packet. ahah according to jo, its called brain food. then jo's bro brought his gf home. the gf's a little ding dong. if you know what i mean. not in a bad way . she's always laughing to herself. yeah then they said they were going to go swimming but then they came back all dry. aahah such liars. ahah alex's wound is so ugly!!! it has like white things growing out of it. like eeeeeewwwwww!!! yes jo and i kept staring at it. ahaha yeah wanted to watch a show with jo after that . but yeah the only timing was at 9.30 .too late. so yeah we headed down town to eat dinner. ahaha then shopping. ahah town was so crowded.. ahaha yeah . had fun with jo.!!! ahahak
Sunday, November 21, 2004 @ 4:59 PM
MARSHALL!!!!!
OBS was totally fun. really cool. i was put into a really cool group too. i mean the ppl in my group were really fun and funny. haha Yeah Adeline,Cheryl,Xuewei,Ling,Jade,Joanne,cordelia,Hui xian,tammy,jane,nana,florencia,vic,nikko. Adeline and jadey as usual were always fighting but yeah ina joking way. Cheryl and joanne too. Cheryl and joanne were always making everyone laugh at the dinning table. aha both of them are just so cute. Cheryl's really fast in her thinking so she always shoots her comments really quickly back at joanne. While joanne's really cute she's a little slower. so yah. she always gets it from cheryl. ahah yes i think my group was like the noisest group cause we keep laughing and screaming and making noise. ahah Cheryl and adeline also kept fighting with each other. ahah cheryl keeps disturbing adeline. cause adeline's afraid of butterflies. she really flips when she sees butterflies. ahah so cheryl keeps imitating her. ahah yeah and we came up with a really quick way to call adeline,jade,sylvia and i . you just have to say,"YuJiaYiShanXueWei" ahah and we'll respond. ahah cheryl's SPOBC. ahah sleeping piece od bad crap. cause she keeps sleeping like really . ahah joanne's our cheekopek. ahaha lingling's our horny thing. ahah yeah camp was damn fun with them . ahah yeah on the last night most specially. we had like outdoor camping yeah then we had to cook. and it was really dark so we had to use toches to eat. so yeah according to ling ling it's really romantic . ahha yeha i shared with joanne so i was like feeding her throughout. ahaha yes joanne thinks its so romantic also . cause i was feeding her. aha and it was raining and all our tent was flooded like really like a swimming pool yeah. xuewei,joanne,ling,jade,nikko,jadey and i were in the same tent. so yeah it was so wet until we could not sleep so eyah we started gossiping and talking . haha and ling ling was getting high and horny together with joanne. yes . it was the night where all our secrects came out. who's dating who. who likes who. everything. aahhaa joanne's one was a big shocker. ahah yeah xue wei lost her voice like totally so poor thing. she sounds so sexy now. ahahah Belinda's realy nice too. she gave us a parting gift. rubber seed. she's really damn cool . she's such a darling. ahahaa joanne's my darling too now. ahaha Obs is so fun. i really miss meal time now. ahah oh yeah then ling ling and xue wei keep making fun of this girl from Siming or something. pointy. ahaha its really bad. ahah Marshall is the best ever. really. oh yeah i have to add this in . Joanne like to swing her underwear around everywher. ahaha most specially if its made of paper. ahahaa. lingling's red ass is dman cute too. jadey's the 8 year old int eh camp. adeline is the 11 year old. cheryl's our banana looking sleeper. ahaha all the memories. hai too bad its over. i realy miss you guys man. ahah k obs is a must go everyone. . MArshall. Marshall. Marshall.
oh HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERIE DEARIE!!!!! Love ya lots.
Monday, November 15, 2004 @ 11:34 PM
Hey hey just ended my chinese show. The swimming one. Oh my .What a saddening episode. Yes the wicked girl's sister, Yixuan, is back. and she tries to steal that nice strong girl, Jingwen, from that nice man with the funny hair away. Terrible. the Seagulls group totally just snubbed the wicked girl. Serve her right. i mean she really deserves it after all the hurt and bad things she has done. I'm sure she will burn in hell. She already has a reservation in hell. ahah totally. Yes That Wicked girl push Jia jun down the stairs!!!!! how evil can one get? her hearts really made of stone or something. yes and that poor thing is in a coma. oh well but yeah i never really did like him or his Mother Theresa girlfriend, Kaixin. I mean like where on earth can you find such a kind hearted girl whose willing to forgive anyone. i mean will you forgive someone who like goes all out to steal your bf.? ok maybe that you will after all its just a guy. but come on that wicked girl actually gave her banned substances to eat before at competition . so helpful eh . like no . even like a saint would get angry and like hope she dies earlier. She's such a Fakeo!!!. And yeah she really has big boobs. like really. and her body's like quite small. so like there really isnt much balance right? come on . physics. where is her centre of gravity. she'll be like toppling. ahaha totally . you know what. Shaleen ( and i mentionong your name on purpose) is suppose to meet me online after the chinese show so that i can send her something but 16 mins have already past and she's still not online. Hello shaleen, i have a limit to my patience. GEt on line SOON!!!!!! come on i dont ahve all day and i quote from mr sng, You have no sense of urgency, i've seen rocks move faster than that, we can all wait till the cows come home. ahaha ok i have finished writing my entry and she's still not online. !!1 urgh!!!
@ 3:54 PM
ok i'm bored. so yeah i'm blogging. blogging crap to be exact. Crap crap and more crap . ahaha Darling just reminded me i owe her "something". yes something . ahaha i'm shy . ahaha i cant give you darling. its not right. ahaha i'll just die at obs. i wont come back . so i dont have to give it to you. aahha yes. her tomorrow everyone is leaving. obs. sarawak . lots . aha how cool. the the new zealand pple are leaving today .. i'll miss you dear!!!!!! lots. come back safe k ,dearie? when you're back i'll give you your present .ahaha i'm sleepy. and hungry. but theres nothing to eat. ahah noodles? hmmm sounds good. aahha k i shall eat noodles. should i eat the nice one with the boy on it. or the mighty hot one. the one with the purple packaging? ok i shall eat the non hot packet. ahah tyhe one witht he boy. its quite nice. you all should try it.
Darling : u owe me a song and dance. i do not care. u owe me a song and dance .
shu: yes u and laura can go and flood my tag. ahah . i'll be back to read them all k.. ahah
Sunday, November 14, 2004 @ 12:39 AM
I'm confused. Very confused. What in the world is going on?. I dont get it. I dont get it at all? Is it true? Did i hear correctly? Did i read it correctly? It cant be. Impossible. I dont believe anything. I dont believe any of it. why is it like that.??? Wats going on?
Saturday, November 13, 2004 @ 11:05 PM
Shaleen Darling: hey hey . i've put your link first . right on the top . honoured? .. better feel honoured k . Hurry thank me . ahaha .
Shu: partner!!!! yes she's very pretty . sexy . gorgeous. wonderful. She's very funny too . Great choice. Thank goodness you didnt listen to me.. ahahah
Rah: ahhaha lets have an affair!!! ahaha not bad. yes . i did k . and my answer is i dont like her... ahah i'm sorry ...
Zhen Ai : hey of course i remember you . sure i'll link you..
Friday, November 12, 2004 @ 3:01 PM
This week has been totally busy. Busy Busyy Busy. Had camp the past feew days. then yeah tuition . Quite tiring. but oh wells . i like to be busy . so yeah Camp started on monday till like wednesday !! haha then deepavali. then yeah lots of things
Thursday: Thuition . 4 hours of Chem and physics. Alex was seriously out to kill us. after like 2 hourse i was gone. i didnt get anything in to my head after that. like really. blank. yes then went to town with mel and rah . met mary. ahhaa ok ok stacy . met stcy also. then we shopped for a while looking for jadey's present. yeah then mel and stacy left early. so yeah sarah and i continued to shop. Rah and i talked about lots of things. and we were very frank about it. Rah thank you for your honesty. i think rah and i have both learnt abt lots of thing from our conversation yesterday. yes and i came home to think about what we said and rah . this is to you . i dont think i like her* very much also. i think she's quite fake. i think you know who i'm talking abt yeah . i dont think i had been more honesty than before yesterday . i really said what i felt deep down . ok so must shhhh k . dont tell k . ahahaa i'll sshh abt you too . ahahaha k . we so sound like we're having an affair. her isaw things that i can buy for cherie. the cute ring that i saw with ah ci and rah and mel while shopping . it'll be so nice. ahahhaa Cherie you msut wear it ok ? ahah
Camp. made the girls play this team building game and yeah their punishment. ahah every minute they exceeded they had to do 5 push ups. and they kept exceeding to yeah they had many many push ups. many.yes then had haunted trail in the night. it was really funny. the girls like kept asking us to stop and all . but yeah . we decided to be evil . yeah then we watched Bring it on in the night. Yeah so cute. all the cheerleading and yeah. Then we had 2 new instructors. They are so funny. one's like really tall when he stands up the table is like at his kness. i'm not kidding. he giant and skinny. the other one is just short and rounded. so cute. yeah . on the last day of camp we played this game . ahah we made them run so much they all like hated us after that.i know there was so unhappiness in the camp . most specially between the leaders. I think this really goes out to you ( one of the leaders). Leadership is not about ordering people around and letting yourself seem high and mighty . Yes being a leader means you are a cut above the rest , they listen to you, they take instructions from you. but that does not mean you can absuse your power. Leadership is about serving also . You have to serve others as well. During the camp you did nothing but laugh and eat. yes you did run errands. but you just left the other things to the rest of the sec 3s. on the last day all the secs 3s stayed back to clear up and you left just like that. It was really irresponsible of you. You know who you are. and i ahve already spoken to you personally but i think i should really apologise to the girls for your behaviour. and you should too. THANKS TO ALL THE GIRLS THAT HELPED OUT!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
Sunday, November 07, 2004 @ 12:19 AM
hey hey been a long time . ahah actually not really . but oh wells . who cares.
saturday: Open house again today. Not so many pple today. but yeah had lots of fun.lots. yeah the debrief at conference room was so funny. aha quite fun . oh yeah . helped cherie put back all the coucil things after everything. she looked so poor thing . no one was helping her . so yeah decided to be a kind soul and yeah help out.cherie you horrid girl . evil creature. Dont want to visit the old lady . ahaha yeah dee dee loves you lots yeah ?. Went to tiong to buy bbq things. ahah claudine is so funny. She kept putting back all the things we took . guess why? cause it was too expensive. like such a stingy pot. ahaha yeah talked to preena today . hmmm . it was funny. funny is the word. yeah came home and bummed around again . i'm so disappointed in birdie. she totally blew her chance today . Come on it was like a once in a life time thing. and she blew it. like wat the hell was she thinking. unfriendly? totally.
Friday: Open house!! Many pple!! Busy Busy!!. Played tennis to day. so fun!!! Cherie and i started dancing half way . like so funny. went to see shu. poor baby's in the hospital. Shu get well soon k ? dee dee's waiting to go shopping with you.
Thursday: Results Day!! got back my report book. Shit results. ahah oh well since when were my results ever good. Open House rehearsal again today. Waited for mel and rah. Went to visit Forever21 . Quite a cool shop. not bad. Melly we have to go there and really look again for nice clothes k? Alex cancelled tution. sick i guess.
Wednesday: Chinese class again.Again i was quite lost. So never mind. Meeting for camp. Went to make my IC. YAY!!
Tuesday: Chinese class in the morning had no clue what Mr Ng was talking about at all. i wasnt paying attention you see. so yeah . open house rehearsal.
Monday: lazed around the whole entire day away. Bummer
Sunday: performance.
Saturday 30/10: went for tuition .Shopping with mel . tried on like many skirts . aha then dinner.