Thursday, March 31, 2005 @ 8:13 PM
What is wrong?
why wont you tell me?
Why the sudden change?
Why do you ignore me?
Sunday, March 27, 2005 @ 5:39 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LILY, NETTE AND WEIQI AND JO
This week ahs been one holy week. i;'ve been to church like the whole time.
Thursday:
Went for Maundy thursday mass with orange and rah . ahha orange was late. and smelly cause she came from training. ahah then the woman sitting next to us like moved really really far away. ahah she was scared of orange.. ahhaa yeah
Friday:
Good friday mass.. ahah orange was late . she ws with her sis... haha then they went to stand some place else.. i was outside with Karen , Michael and James.. Karen and i were like talking and tlaking with michael... ahah then went to great world with michael and james.. watche michael play a violent game.. all the shooting and ya. ahhaha not very nice.. ahaha then talked a bit with michael abt college and all .. yeah .. quite a fun day ..
Saturday :
Went for Easter Vigil.. longest mass i've ever been too man ... 3 hours.. long hours.. but it was dman fun .. i went with Orange, Theresa, michael... ahaha so funny.. orange was wearing a super huge t shirt. then she complained it was hot.. so i told ehr to wear a smaller shirt.. aha then during mass we were playing.. haha i pushed her with my butt..then she almost fell over.. ahahahaha so funny. then theresa was like pushing me ... ahah casue she wanted to see wat was going on . ahha then orange was like sit on me .. ahah then i sat then quickly got off. ahah so funny.. then orange and i went to wait for our parents to come ..a haha fun day .. went out with mel also .. got presents for pple...
Sunday:
Woke up like super early to go for mass. 9.15 mass... like yes... and and guess who was late.. guess.... ORANGE!!! yes karen and i was like waiting for her.. ahaha then we had to stand outside since there was no space.. at all.. yes. todays eh wore a smaller shirt.. ahah Karen .. that woman tried to poje me... so iw as like movign all over the place. ahaha Church gave out cup cakes today .. ahaha i wanted one .. it looked so cute and all . ahah then iw ent upstairs to like wake alfred.. ahaha so funny.. then he was like chao blur.. ahah now i'm back for tuition ...
Saturday, March 26, 2005 @ 12:55 AM
EFL pictures are up . http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2129060160.
* i do not lead people on . !!!!!*
Monday, March 21, 2005 @ 6:31 PM
My new favourite song Someday Someday by Thristy Merc
So we've already established the fact that
things are gonna be different in the future baby.
And you've reiterated the fact that you don't
want to get into something that's just gonna have to end later.
Now I know our lives are changing and I've seen
it coming for a while too, don't get me wrong.
And I've been going outta town baby
it's gonna happen more,we gotta be strong but now
While I'm gone
Just be a fly on the wall
You knowI'm thinking about you
Just wait and see
You gotta hear what I say
I'm in love with you
I'm not so far away
Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe
Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe
I know you gotta go to university and I'm just trying to make
some cash to follow my dreams.
But please don't say we're too busy to give each other the time and
support we need
I know we gotta work our jobs and make some money to get by in this
expensive world.
Don't let that overtake the fact that before all that, you were still my girl.
While I'm gone
Just be a fly on the wall
You knowI'm talking about you
Just wait and see
You gotta hear what I say
I'm in love with you
I'm not so far away
Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe
Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe
Someday, someday
I'll know that you love me
Someday, someday
Sorry that I'm leaving
Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe
I'm in love with you
I'm not so far away
Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe
Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe
Someday, someday
I'll know that you love me
Someday, someday
I just need you here with me
Don't have to try
Love will take us there babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe
Someday, someday
Look towards the sky babe
Someday, Someday
There's no need to cry babe
I know that you're always what I want babe I will be the one babe
Someday, I will be the one babe
Someday, I just need you here with me
Thursday, March 17, 2005 @ 4:16 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005 @ 7:16 PM
One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go Let me go I dream ahead to what
I hope for And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where
I stand You love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go Just Let me goo...
Let me go
And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows Who knows
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know Who I am
So let me go Just let me go and
you me but you dont you love me but you
dont you love me but you dont know who I am and you love me
but you dont you love me but you dont you love me
but you dont know me
Monday, March 14, 2005 @ 12:09 PM
Thank you to all my friends . you all have been very wonderful to me. and i really appreciate you all for that.
Mel: Thanks mel mel . foe always being there when i needed you. i now there were times when were we not on good terms but we always managed to solve them quite quickly... thank goodness for that .. well i'm sorry for the times i killed you and all .. really.. i have no excuse for that . hah having you as my tuition buddy, shopping buddy, gossiping buddy, complaining buddy has been really fun .. and enjoyable.. i really hope we wont lose contact after i go to aussie land.. i really hope so .THANK YOU. love you lots.
Cherie: HONEY!! hey well you'll always be my honey k . i know sometimes i choose to ignore you but you must understand , cannot be so open you know. yes thank you for everything. your constant encouragement has always played a very important role in these few years. getting to know you in sarawak were the best few days i've ever known . maybe in the beginning of the year there were some problems.. but you've always found some way to solve them .. and did i mention that i love.. i love you, cherie.
Sarah: hey rah . tutuion buddy and shopping buddy and possible gossiping buddy too . Thank you for being there for me and my friend for the past few years. well if you have any problems or anything you want to talk abt ., you can always come look for me. i'll always be there for you, i'm sure mel mel also will. i'll miss you lots.
Jadey: Shameless!! 188 partner.. ahah sitting bus with you this year has been very fun... you always make me laugh on the bus.. ahah one day the pple are going to complain you know? ahaha yes sitting on the bus and waiting for you to end band has been totally insane.. you end band at like 6.30 . ahahha . you alwys listen to my problems and help me get everything off my chest on the bus.. thank you for listenhing all the time. and you should tell her* you'll never know what may happen .. love you
Stacy: orange!!!! haha hey . Thank you for always going church with me.. though you are always late .. ahah most specailly for church camp last year.. i'll always remember that cmp... we cried like buckets.. can fill the entire singapore river. hahah yes but thanks for giving your shoulder to cry on.. basically you've always been ther.. thank you.. dont worry this year's camp i'll give you my shoulder to cry on k ? ..
Shaleen:Thank you. last year was a horrid year. i know. i'm sorry for that. but i really want to thank you for being able to put everything behind you and to be my friend again . thank you . I love you RU!!!( and pple can be called ru ok. it is a name)
Leon: hey leon. weiwei.. known you since sec 1 .. and throughout the years your name has changed from wei. to ah wei, to wingawang to leon .. ahah many names. ahaha but it has been fun being lena tronky .. ahaha i'll never forget you leon tronky.
Jo jo , nat, pei , xuan, lily, cheng: hey .. all the sec 2 elizbethians.. you all have been wonderful .. all the times in town and all. i know there were some problems in sec 3 and all.. and we kinda dirfted apart.. but i really hope we can be good frineds again... clear it..had any misunderstanding . i hope we can i'm sorry lily. if we had any misunderstanding, i hope we can clear it.. really. and yes i really do still love all of you .
Zul: hey dear!!!! knowning you has been wonderful .... your endless support and enocuragement for me has been totally helpful and wonderful.. you always seem to know wat to say to me ... no matter how i feel you always knwo how to cheer me up and all . i really thank you for that.. haaha and your rugby is totally cool you're like my johnny wilkinson . i love you to the core. :)
Jas: hey lover!!! thank you thank you thank you . i owe you a big thank you . you've always been there. really . literally. when i needed someone you'll always be the first to come. when i was in trouble , you're also the first to come. you always provided the unconditionally love . but i know i always disaapointed you somehow .. i'm sorry for that. i guess i took your presence for granted . and i was wrong.. sorry . but thanks anyways.. and yes watch more Touch by an Angel .. its good for you . ahaha
Sunday, March 06, 2005 @ 12:44 AM
Nice lyrics. Thanks to jade. Deecided to put this for you*
Did I hear you right'
Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
-yes, haven't i?-
But when I need you
You're almost here
- you were never really there actually-
And I know that's
Not enough
- its really not enough at all-
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears'
Cause you're only almost here
- thats when i want to ask why. -
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me
- i wished you did-
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
- havent' i ? didnt i?-
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears'
Cause you're only almost here
- why ? why couldnt u be there?-
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here
/almost here
Saturday, March 05, 2005 @ 9:59 PM
saturday: WHEE!!! had lots of fun today . at the Arcade most specially ... hahaso fun. and yes there was a mad guy on the dancing machine. so beng-a-fied ..idiot. yes . then bought wei's present . ahah stacy was so formally dressed today.. so not used to it. haha . went out with mel,fei,cheng,wei,orange,jade,mimi and jaey . met zul and his friend that looked very very familiar.. aha today was a good day . :)
Friday: most of the day was shit . really.then i went home with jade. hah i love going home with her. cause then can like vent all my anger of that week on her. as in telling her, not screaming or shouting. yes and going home with her is damn fun. we alwasy laugh like shit and go really high. then met shan and gemma on my way home. they were having dinner at Hua Nam so i joined them for a while. i think they are both so cute together ahaha . yes and they kept embarrassing me ./ so idiot . ahah then yes talked to jadey and mi zhi on the phone . so retard . mi zhi told us her long story . tragic long story. feel so poor thing for her now. yes and she was having " running nose" aha then we kept disturbing jade . mi zhi and i kept saying " Assistant DM!!" mimi fell asleep on us !!!
/if only you knew. i wish you did